Okay. Normally I wouldn’t ask this but I need you to lend an ear to me. I mean this could be a win-win situation, I mean you could be distracted from your problems and I can deal with mine. It’s okay if you don’t want to and I’ll understand but I would really appreciate the help. (And no, it’s not financially related.)
I’m going through what some might call a mid-life crisis but since I’m nowhere close to that age you could call it a pre quarter life crisis. I’m sure everyone goes through this and I would actually really love the help. Okay here goes nothing,
I’m standing at the crossroads of career choice and I never knew that it was this chaotic. I can’t make up my mind. Every career choice speeds past me and I just can’t seem to hop on. I tried to break it up and find out what I liked and that didn’t help either.
I favoured writing but couldn’t imagine spending the rest of life writing at some mag and newspaper besides my writing isn’t that good.
Then history came along and it took me in a love affair where I feel in love with all the greats but I don’t think that my infatuation could last long.
Science did a number and took advantage of my wonder. It had me asking questions that were left unanswered. That’s what had me wanting to enter into a field where I could engineer machines that could revolutionise the way we saw healthcare and yes even war.
Then I realised that I may not be intelligent enough to purse my love of science and thought the being in the behind the scenes of film making would tickle my fancy. Working for places like marvel doing edits would make me beyond satisfied even working on film scripts.
The last was programming. But everyone programs. Couldn’t throw myself into a career where the supply was higher than the demand. Even business is the same for me. I love to crunch numbers but not when millions are doing the same.
I’ve gone through millions of websites and career resources so that in the impending months before I have to apply I would have an idea of what I want to do. That didn’t help either.
So I ask anyone out there who read this if they could help me. If they could tell me about their experiences and life is going out there. Please I’m asking for your help.
So thanks for listening to this, i dont know what to call this, but thanks anyway.
Ps if you ever see a women running crazy through streets screaming “I couldn’t decide” know that it was me.
Light from Lita
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