Precocious Bloom

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Precocious Bloom

Flowers grew in her backyard
She called them pretty
With a foreign roll of her
Tongue

Flowers grew in her backyard
She pulled me to the back
Hands winding
Round
Me

Flowers grew in her backyard
She called me a man now
Said – men take flowers from
Girls like her

Flowers grew in her backyard
With boyish hands and
Hesitance,
I picked them.

– Lita

Let me hurt you.

Let me hurt you.

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It’s currently 18:20, a long 20 mins after I sent that message. Yes this is in real time. I guess I am mixing media right now aren’t I?

Obviously I am still having this conversation on the side, actually a response has just been sent through.

18:22

I am back. 

I guess it’s cruel to react the way I did – it’s a profession of love right?

Someone thinks they love me and I can’t help nor affirm their love.

18:25

I do love that person.
Believe me I do.
I do love you.

Let me hurt you, because that’s all I know how to do.
18:29

So in advance, for breaking your heart and being the villian – only because I can’t love you the way you need to be loved; It would be selfish to keep you.

18:31

Here is your poem,
from your heart to yours.

why aren’t you responding? I am so sorry and I know that won’t take the pain away.

18:33

Please pick up the phone.

18:35

Please pick up,
I need to hear your voice.
Sorry ( I know you hate me for saying it )

18:37

………… silence.

18:39

Tears in my lover

I can’t take it away
I can give it

tears in my lover
rips in your heart
I can’t catch
nor patch.

Don’t ask to be held.
I’ll only burn you
my touch
isn’t meant for such

tears in my lover
I apologise.

18:44

Which side do you think I am on,
sent or received?

take it all away
for the both of us.

It hurts. We brought it on.

Update:
23:07
” I know you love me, it’s one sided but I knew going in… love you forever babe. ”

” love you too”

Light from Lita
See you soon.

The Killer

The killer

If broken promises were bullets,
how many times would you pull the trigger,
do you watch it pierce their souls
and where the shells land?
Did their blood soak through
and taint their hearts?

Promises

Light from Lita

See you soon

Filtered Away

Filtered Away

hollow shell
that beats no more
take it away
the burning pain
i fear the feeling
of falling
alone.

Light from Lita

See you soon.